Every so often, I find myself going through my email, deleting old messages and thinking about people I have not spoken to in a while. Sometimes I stop and wonder how they are doing and, if I can, I reach out.
This time, I found myself writing to my former director, Boyce Rensberger, who led the Knight Science Journalism Fellowship when I was at MIT in 2008. It has been many years, and he is one of the many people who played a part in shaping my journey in science journalism. I simply wanted to know how he and his wife, Linda, were doing.
I wasn't expecting anything profound in his reply. But then he wrote:
“I think of you often and marvel that you are still engaged in the great work of health journalism, and in one of my favorite parts of the world.”
And then came the words that really stayed with me:
“You are one of the best investments the Knight Fellowship ever made.”
I honestly had to sit with that for a while.
Science/health journalism is not always an easy road, particularly here. There are many moments when you question yourself, wonder whether anyone is paying attention, or ask whether it is worth continuing to push for evidence, clarity and good journalism when so many other forces seem to be working against it.
I have been doing this for a long time now. Since my time at MIT in 2008, I have continued to report on health and science, train journalists, build networks including www.hejnu.ug and create spaces where scientists and journalists can actually talk to each other ( at media science cafes) and make science understandable to the people who need it.
Sometimes I forget how far that journey has been. So Boyce's words came at a very good time.
A reminder that the work we do can leave a mark, even when we don't see it immediately. A reminder that someone is watching. A reminder that perhaps that investment all those years ago was not wasted. Boyce reminded me why I keep going.
Thank you, Boyce. ❤️
And thank you to the Knight Science Journalism community for believing in me back in 2008.
Still here. Still asking questions. Still trying to make science matter to people.